My mother never loved me and my father was never home, so the only other option was to raise myself alone."
I can truly say I can feel myself changing Into a better person Don’t give a fuck if you can hate me, Never gonna let you take me down That path I’m used to taking, And I know that in my heart of hearts The problems that I’m facing Is in half the battle that I’m fighting, Energy that I’m fucking wasting. I’m so sick of these fuckin’ bitches Always changing what I’m saying Into something that it’s not, Man this shit has got to stop. Shit I’ll wear the clothes I want, And I’ll cut my hair all off. And I’ll do it just to proveThat I’m a motherfuckin boss, And my music keeps me movin’And I will not slow or pause."
you say that you know just what it takes to watch my mind captivate in awe we are in trials & you might have thought that living in one house with two different set of mind we’re alive you like to think youre right, id like to think im wrong piecing it all together to find out you weren’t real, just a disguise so ill blame my heart & eyes for place them on you drowning in my arrogance it’s not my fault they throw the same lines at me you know what you did was wrong yet you do it all the time I once saw a fox crossing through the meadows of my heart lost in the mind of a child you are a liar & im setting myself on fire this time this was your mistake yet youre smiling now & im not sorry for putting you through any self realizations self…i am the rain i am falling smashing against the pavement waiting for these other feelings to follow behind raw emotions pixalated in the clouds you thought you had me figured out…"
Wow…..like this is half my life and half of what I’ve always wantes to be.